It’s so easy to make out the GAB that resides in me…but few
know…what ordeal I face when I try to sit this gab in a place idle for a while
and let me catch up. I could not have
better put to words, my “status quo” K
Having left a place I called home for 5 long years and
trying to seek bricks and husks to create another for last one year, finally
perhaps I want to call this place mine. I had heard that people change
eventually. But can they change suddenly? Yes…I have seen myself. But today
when I realize that I have managed to hide my old self in the anonymity and kept it intact
till it finds it’s own space, there is contentment of achieving something, that
of course nobody is going to reward, but still is priceless!
There is so much to do in the morning, through the entire
day, but the bliss of solitude at this hour of night is somehow keeping me from
closing my eyes, instructing them to open to the cacophony of the deafening
alarm, I never forget to set, rather I cannot afford to. Yes, the birds are
here to celebrate with me this moment with their lovely chirp and the lazy sun
happens to shine through my window to greet me. But the sense of fulfillment that
I feel, of having a chunk of time, however little it be, to just me, for no
reason, no motive, no intention of the other world I stay in, but to be in my
little world, deep inside, I always wanted to be in, is something whose essence
will be lessened if I try to pen down with words.
Happily Signing off
Swikruti
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